Nihilistic Bullshit

This may sound awkward , and somehow irony with the fact that I'm a muslim .

But .

Sometimes I feel so tired of making myself alive . Yes , I'm alive . I'm alive . I'm in this game called life , and you , who's currently reading this , is participating too . No , you don't say . Sometimes we forgot that we ourselves is going through our own journey . And it will end . IT WILL END . Somehow , someday , somewhere . It will . Sad ? No . Confused ? No . Proud ? No . Then what ? What am I supposed to do ? I was told that I'll be born , that I signed myself for this game . Before I was born , there was something that they have said . Congratulations . Yes . Now what ? I can't change the world , no I can't , I can't even tell them what to do ! What am I to do with this situation ? How the fuck should I live ?

Now I realize , there's nowhere to run .

Nowhere .

NOWHERE .

Total despair . Human are such foolish creatures . I can't comprehend them . It's like ... they're trying too hard to impress something of their own kind . They follow what their own kind told them to , they kneel to them , they give all their wealth , all their trust , to THEIR OWN KIND . When you know , you couldn't live the life of others , why try so hard fulfilling them ? We should just be together with the same thoughts , enthusiasm and spirit .

I'm born , in this world .

Then I'm forced to follow their rules . Pay their taxes , heed to their so called understandings of human nature . Fuck you people , I hate all of you , I hate your thoughts , I hate your fashions , I hate majorities , I hate everything about people .

Thomas Edison IV

Bentuk zahir

Unsur mutlak

Tiada badan

Kecilnya baik

Besarnya membunuh

Bawa kemajuan

Dia juga bawa kemusnahan

Dia menghidupkan

Dan dia juga mematikan

Asalnya buta

Ada dia celik semua

Asalnya dungu

Ada dia berhasil segala

Asalnya mentah

Mungkin

Jika dia ada pengganti

Kita hidup lebih maju ?

Sad in HD

Tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu ,

Potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru ,

Curahkan deritamu padaku ,

Biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu ,

Terang terang

Bersama rasa sayang

Ku biarkan kau terbang

Terang terang

Sudut kecil ku isi

Tuk senyumanmu lagi

These are some lines from the song "Kotak Hati" by Hujan . I love this song . It somehow gave me the sad , the breaking down feeling but it also gives the sensation of hitting something very soft,warm and calming at the end of a free fall . This gives me the passion , of reminiscing every memory I had , of being a nice guy to anyone , a motivational concept I'd rather find around me except myself . This is the beginning of a journey , a hypogrammatically written love story . Me .

Thanks a lot Hujan band .

I'm feeling very melancholic now , It's like being in a war with no ends , love around me keeps on dying , rendered obsolete . Still I wished it lasts forever .

PEACE OUT

Musim Mengawan

"Sayang,esok new year jom keluar "

9 bulan 10 hari kemudian .

"Aku takde kena mengena dengan hal ni . Kau jaga dia sendiri"

19

Bujang

PEACE OUT

Welcome to Malaysia

Tak banyak pun .

Kisah dia macam ni.

"Semalam aku pergi clubbing dekat Subang . Ladies night woah . Semua awek boek boek"

"Lu siapa datang tempat gua buat kecoh ?! Sebelum kepala lu gua pancung , baik lu berambus !"

"Bro , apa macam ni , lu taruh duit macam ni mana setanding gua ! Lu kerja jadi pak guard dulu baru kita open game "

" Cyunk u byk byk hubby , nnt kitew kluar jln kat kl lgy ek ? muax xoxo <3"

"Wanna 2 know me ?"

"Alah , bohsia tu aku dah main banyak kali . Ceit "

"Aku hisap pakai bong je , balut tak boleh go lah "

"Aku tak minatlah beer , takde rasa apa pun . Aku lagi suka vodka , champagne . "

"Tempat ni aku pegang , aku tiga line kot . "

"I tak boleh , bapak I tak bagi , I kena kahwin dengan anak syarikat kawan bapak I "

"Maaf , tapi bapak I tak benarkan I bersama dengan orang yang takde masa depan macam U "

"Pecah panggung 40 juta"

Ouch

PEACE OUT

You Don't Want To Miss This

Welcome again bruv . To the sweet smell of Hakeem Reviews ! *please clap your hands dear readers , as to indulge in the senses of this little enjoyment that all of us took part in , or you will just be alone * .

To all of those who might think , wonder , or just being curious , or just being plain ignorant that this Hakeem Reviews is all about reviews of movies I've just watched . It's really my point of view though , not that Rotten Tomato thing . So , you are well welcomed , or well allowed , to leave or to continue in reading this narcissistic blog .

First of all .

ATTACK THE BLOCK .

This here is a movie about a group of kids trying to protect their apartment block from an alien attack . It's a good movie I must say , with kids as their castings and they play the role very well . The stunts are good , even though the aliens are a little bit strange and awkward (what do you expect ? they're aliens of course they're fucking weird) and that .... will come across your mind .

The storyline is good . With the whole scenario happens in only one night . Not a long winded movie , very straight to the point . And hey , they got the fat dude in Paul , and Shaun of The Dead . I know you'll like him .This is good-to-watch movie . You'll love the settings and the kids . Yeah . So overall ... it would be ...

7/10 .

So the second movie . Here goes .

OLD BOY

Yeah , there you have it . Old Boy . and I have something to tell you .

THIS IS A MUST WATCH MOVIE !

DIRECTED BY PARK CHOON WOOK . A KOREAN MOVIE THAT WILL MAKE YOUR BRAINS TANGLE LIKE IT NEVER TANGLE BEFORE OR YOU WILL TURN INTO SLURPEE !

I'm very very very very satisfied/shocked/gobsmacked/nauseated/sick/obsessed with this movie . This movie is one of the masterpiece in human civilization . I won't tell you the synopsis of this story , as well as the plot , anything whatsoever , like my friend once told me before watching this . " kau kena tengok sendiri doh , kalau tak tak best . "

words couldn't describe this movie . watch it yourself . if you somehow find this movie not interesting , well fuck you and you're not human .

I GIVE THIS MOVIE

10/10 .

Well folks , that's all about today's post . That is reviews . If you somehow find this displeasing . Please tell me . I like direct selling propaganda and bitches anyways . Thanks .

PEACE OUT mofo

Salam Aidilfitri . Mak . Abah

dah lama tak tulis . hmm .

tapi tujuan kali ini satu je .

ingin menyampaikan pesanan .

kepada Zainil Fadzillah binti Zainuddin

dan juga Mohd Arip bin Kasmo .

I love you guys . The best parents i'll ever had .

and sorry , I know I've done wrong for a million times .

I just wish that I could be your best son . If I could ever make you proud .

I'm very very sorry for my whole life . I swear .