mary jane

this is what it's like

to get back to your home

when everything's well and bright

with no traces of dread and cold

sparks of fire ignite the memories

of you and me when we're down the palm trees

we'll get high and fly by the sand and seas

we're happy with the fact that these were never meant to be

i like the way before

i like the stars' glow

just like when we're off the shore

gazing up and through the halo

of the luna's glow

fetch me a bottle of

happiness inside

a silence vow with a

mnemonic laughter beside

just like the way before

just like the way we know

just like the way we try to show

fortunes love death

so many questions

with a sounds like gunshots

looking for explanations?

listen to the wind blows

hey,i'll tell you this one thing,

grinding down the streets and school blocks

a perfect evening,a perfect feeling

to chill out with your peeps and flocks

i saw a man jumps from a window,

a bullet going through a monkey,

a cup of warm tea going cold

an old man sleeping soundly,

a truck,it is full of coals

so many questions

with sounds like gunshots

looking for explanations?

listen to the wind blows

these are all,they were planned

from beginning to the end

don't ask me why then,

because i knew this,from a friend

fortune by the graveyard

first day of work wasn't so bad.

boleh lah tahan

tapi penat gila babi lah.hahahah

biasa la an kerja.udo pun ada cakap

'kalau tak ponek tak kojo namo eh'

ok udo,ok,i'll try my best

tapi memang letih ar

tak hairan la fawwaz boleh berhenti kerja.

'bangla pun kerja 8 jam je beb'

-shahkir mat yaman-

so,i'm outta here,going to sleep.

cheers

to consult the clouds

i don't even know

why there's so much thing to hate

and love at once and still

we're afraid of taking the risk

even when we have nothing to lose

they say the heroes come in late

what if there's no hero that time

what if it's all a lie

that the world is not the world

when all of the people is in a deep slumber

and we all

are in different dreams

like we're meant to dream to suffer

when others dream to wonder

and wake up to realize we're just the same

we're staying just the same

never felt glory never felt shame

never thought that this would ever came

what if

you're are the only one

you are not like other kind

something terrible we'll never find

even if we tell ourselves a beautiful lie

'she,will always be mine'

ode to amour

have you ever felt?

have you ever felt like i feel before?

your lips that touched were a glaze of sore

a lust down under the bathroom floor

have you ever dreamed?

have you ever dreamed that you're off the shore?

killing you slowly down to the core

apologies never reached the coast

another letter wasted for the torch

you know i,

i feel like dying now,

the touched that haunts me so,

a hopeless cold desire for the restless soul

you know you,

you think you're safe and sound

while deep inside yourself

gasoline in a silver crown

with a spark of love

blue ocean

FINALLY!

i'm home!

hahahaha

been a harsh month at puncak perdana but.wth,i went to a trip with my fellow friends

it was way too awesome to describe in words.anyways

i went to the trip with the fact that i will miss them when the trip ends.

well,the tour was over we survived i couldn't wait till i got home to past the time in my room alone.

hehehe

ni lyric daripada blink 182

apa2 pun.aku rindu korang.macam sial best doh.;D

home

i took a walk down 13th avenue

the night was well lit with stars

the tree tips they cast some dews

to eradicate my dark and deceiving past

world is full of hatred and madness

but wait,it gets better as long as you hope

wait too long,what you find will be sadness

dreamed too much,life is still so cold

not a chance,they said

to fall in love just fall from grace

and bleed after the gunshot

the lust for a beautiful place

seven seas i'd rather dive

than watch the weak stepped with endless lies

fleets of passion will never fly

as long as terrible leaders thrive